Fringe! Queer Film Festival 2022, guest curation by Sweamother on behalf of Otherness Archive called Unpacked Desires.

The films selected—are all made by people in the same kinds of communities as the ones we live in—explore trans masculinities through love, sex, relationships and one’s body. Running through all of these films, in one form or another, is desire: desire to belong, to be loved, to hold, to fuck, to 

. Perhaps the one unifying thread between all these films is that none of them end with a clear resolution. Trans bodies are not linear, and neither are the paths we take to shape them. To be trans is to be constantly in motion: to relish processes, not ends: to surrender oneself to desire and throw fate to the wind.

The program includes a special reading by the group JAWFILLERS. 

Godasses - Part III: Jamal Phoenix | Emre Busse | 2022 | Germany

Comme tous les garçons | Morisha Moodley | 2022 | UK

The Space Dykes and Other Adventures | Julian Konuk | 2022 | UK

Pirate Boys | Pol Merchan | 2018 | Germany

UNPACKED Desires Program 

SHARED *CAMERA-DERIE is a collaborative film project merging two queer and trans-centred communities––Otherness Archive from London and QAMERAD from Bali––to create a long-term partnership utilising alternative modes of cinema making and sharing that sustains and elevates transnational queer solidarity.

*Definition: a play of words between camera and camaraderie that implies a collective collaboration through alternative cinema


Utilising “archive” as a form of practice and feeling, 

 will lead three practical and personal workshops on topics such as the forgotten practice of archiving in relation to trans and queer people and how the “archive” can be reworked into cinema curation, collective care and elevating trans feminism. Additionally Sweat will speak on founding 

, an accessible online archive providing an open-access library and freely available resource, featuring their first iteration focusing on *transmasculine moving-image, both contemporary and pre-existing work.

 will collectively collaborate with Sweatmother on a final curated film program of works from 

 to present to their local Bali communitie(s). This will be an opportunity to share curatorial responsibilities and defy the notion that there is only one curator. This will be an open space for friends and other members of the queer Bali community to enjoy conversation and share ideas, feelings, and reflections from the film program presented.

Through discussion, Sweatmother will touch on historical events that shifted the use of archives into forms of art and transgression for queer and trans+ communities, and how lived experiences can make alternative archives today.

Workshop #2: Trans Feminism in the Digital Age

We will break down on how to run an intentional, inclusive, and sustainable queer collective/space. With a discussion on how trans feminism can be put into practice in a world heavily surveillanced, censored and exclusionary to transness (on the rise of gender criticism).

Workshop #3: Collective Curations with Otherness Archive:

An introduction into Otherness Archive, the artists involved and how it’s a resource for global trans+ and queer communities. We will discuss topics such as otherness, collaborations, and how to practise ethical curations.

Venue is located on the ground floor. Ramp is available for wheelchair access.

Visual materials will be spoken and captioned in English.

Sign Language and English-to-Indonesian interpreters are available upon requests during registration.

We will provide extra computers/smartphones to those without access to devices.

Venue will be disclosed to participants via confirmation email.

, a collaborative film project merging two queer and trans-centred communities––Otherness Archive from London and QAMERAD from Bali––to create a long-term partnership utilising alternative modes of cinema making and sharing that sustains and elevates transnational queer solidarity. Supported by the British Council’s Connection Through Culture Grant, this 7-month long collaboration will be a cross-residency of the two founders––Sweatmother in Bali and Rizky Rahad in London––where they will both engage with their opposite communities through workshops and focus on topics such as collective memory, ethical curations and collaborative watching. The two final programmes in Bali and London will be a collective experience encouraging community engagement where the line between artists, organisers, and audience is blurred.

Bali > QAMERAD X Otherness Archive 

Nurturing Trancestry: A Weekend Celebration of Visibility in the Making

In honor of Trans Day of Visibility Otherness Archive programs two trans masculine centered films: 

by Annette Kenerly and Morisha Moodley’s film, 

 which will show twice on Sunday March 31st 3:30-6pm for 

Boys in the Backyard, Annette Kennerly United Kingdom 1997

Two San Francisco FTM transexuals sit in their backyard and discuss their daddy/boy relationship, transgender life, love, tattoos and tomato plants.

commes tous les garçon, asks what it means to be like all the boys. An assemblage of animation, found footage and personal archives pieces together queer identities from myriad perspectives.

These films are all spoken in English and unfortunately

 does not have subtitles due to limited resources, we appreciate your understanding with this.

We strive to provide a physical environment that is accessible to all visitors. This includes:

Offering ground-level, step-free access to our spaces.

Offering elevator access to our project space located on the first floor.

Providing accessible restrooms for all genders on every floor of our venues.

Providing folding chairs or other forms of seating at every venue.

Welcoming assistive animal at our spaces and events.

Designating drop-off zones and parking spots within the Design

District for visitors with disabilities on Phoenix Avenue which is 160 meters away. 

Contact 

Queer Circle x Otherness Archive

Desire can be sexy, desire can be non-sexual.

Desire can be philosophy, desire can be praxis.

Desire can be healing, desire can be rupture.

- ﻿Notes on desire by curator April Lin 林森

 is an on-going program series hosted by ENTRE Film Center highlighting films and video works exploring the multi-faceted nature of 

. For the inaugural program, ENTRE has invited April Lin 林森 from Otherness Archive to curate a selection of short works from their collection.

This program is for audiences 18 years of age and older.

FEATURING THE WORK OF: Lori Lo Blanco, Campbell X, Varsha Panikar, Malic Amalya, Elio J Carranza, WET MESS, Henry Hanson & Emre Busse

T﻿his screening will be held both in-person at ENTRE Film Center (415 W. Jackson Ave. Harlingen, TX) and online. 

 Online participants will receive a private screening link via email. Online program will be available to view for one week August 12-19, 2023.

ENTRE X Otherness Archive 

Join us for an informal talk and screening with Los Angeles artist, 

, to discuss his short "Reverence of Self, 2021"  as it relates to queer masculinity within his community, and abroad. We will talk about what intersections we are facing as a collective, and where there are shifts that still need to be made structurally within society to better align with a community that has been in existence since the beginning. He will also discuss his curation process with "Outsiders in Berlin" which unpacks the connection between 

and the present-day objectification of transmasculine individuals living in Berlin.

 The common term coined in the 19th century for Human zoos, also known as ethnological expositions, were public displays of people, usually in a so-called "natural" or "primitive" state.

Pre-book tickets here - space is limited 

Access: street to floor access, accesible for wheelchair users. This event will be spoken in English 

Cat Jones is a multi-media artist and independent curator whose work is centered around identity, self-acceptance, and reflection. He uses his years of mental health work to gauge his practice and influence narratives that are necessary to highlight; work that centers on the interpersonal dialogue one has with the external world, in ways that are inviting, sharp, and warm.

Film: Reclaiming Performance; Reverence of Self, 2021

This film serves as a visual & auditory reclamation of trans-masculine existence through performance. In this, there is a reclaiming of narrative & archival stories as it relates to one's aspect of Black Trans Masculinity. It is a call to witness black queer artistry as a form of resistance against Western cultural binaries.

Queer Masculinity in Films and Curations with Cat Jones

As part of this year’s festival, TATE has invited Otherness Archive to curate a film programme.

As Trans+ people we hold moments of joy, euphoria, and play in one hand, and grief, sorrow, and anger in the other. Soaking in joy and celebration of our communities is necessary to our survival, while recognising that our happiness is based on our safety and wellbeing is non-negotiable. In this film programme, we share how joy and laughter are necessary in our lives, because joy and rage can sometimes be one of the same — especially when combating anti trans laws and legislations to carve out a space for Trans+ lives to thrive.

Curated by Sweatmother and April Lin 林森

Please Say Hello To Me, Anuka Ramischwili-Schäfer and Sopo Ramischwili, Germany 2019

Transexual Menace (Excerpts), Rosa von Praunheim, United States 1996

Heroes, Tram Anh (Andy) Nguyen, Canada 2020

Big Titty Baking Boys, Master Satanas and Grey August, United States

FLORESCENCE, Rye Frankie Larsen, United Kingdom 2021

Pissed Off Trannies Demonstrations, Pissed Off Trannies, United Kingdom 2022 - 2023

Access: Films are subtitled in English, for addional access needs please visit Tates website 

Warnings: nudity, urine, and minor use of outdated language such as TRANS3XUAL and TR@NNY

, a festival dedicated to the powerful role of LGBTQIA+ art and culture in the UK.

TATE X Otherness Archive: Rage & Joy, Grief & Play

By invitation from DISHES Vienna, Otherness Archive presents a special moving image installation of film loops made from defaced trans-pornography by artist and filmmaker Autojektor.

Autojektor is a filmmaker and artist based in London. Her work involves found footage, home movies and other items of sentimental value. Through the destruction of these images and the breakdown of their physical structures - she uses the fragility of recording mediums to explore erasure and the value of image as confirmation of existence.

DISHES x Otherness Archive presents AUTOJEKTOR 

Our first IRL trip to the USA! March 10th - we are collaborating with Milkwaee based collective SEEN for their matinee series FILTH! 

In this informal workshop, Otherness Archive creator, Sweatmother, will lead an open discussion and screening - featuring films from Otherness Archive. The workshop will focus on the structure of film and how we, as trans people, can use cinematic tools in experimental ways, to create new hybrid forms of erotic storytelling through the t-masc gaze.

In this selection of moving image work, the artists make particular use of text, found footage, interviews and the camera to express desire - which we will explore collectively through the group discussion.

Program Warning: Nudity, Penetration (18+)

Accessibility: These films are spoken in English

Fly Hole • Malic Amalya • United States • 2018  - 3 min

Goddesses Part lll: Jamal Phoenix • Emre Busse • Germany • 2022 - 8 min

The Transmasculine Hole of the Universe • Genevieve Kuzak • United States • 2021 - 35:13 min (Excerpt time?)

Easy Rider • Julian Konuk • United Kingdom • 2022 - 6 min

2 or 3 things I Like About Him • Paul Stümke, Billy Vega, Jamal Phoenix • Germany • 2021 - 15 min


SEEN x Otherness Archive 

Otherness Archive: Biting The Image + Q&A

Twisting, caressing, studying, tearing, collecting – there are infinite things you can do with images, and as many ways to create them. These films by trans masculine filmmakers are firm in their refusal to be contained, intimately and urgently expanding the possibilities of the four corners of the video frame. Again and again, the image’s polished exterior is bitten through to portray trans masculine desires, dreams, and daily rhythms, whether it be via Grindr screenshots, passport scans, or Google Streetview.

Featuring films from the Otherness Archive, a visual archive documenting queer films and its pioneers, these works exemplify a breadth of filmic play, experimentation, and inventiveness. As Biting The Image evidences: the marriage between refusing to live by a cisheteronormative standard and moving image is a fertile and relevant one. The screening is activated by a live performance by Yuki Marin and Matisse Ciel, and followed by a Q&A with filmmakers Sweatmother, and Maz Murray.

Programmed by April Lin 林森, Curator for Otherness Archive.

Inner Dawn | Riven Ratanavanh | 2022 | USA

I Might Go and Throw My Phone into the Lake, Yeah | Lucia Vives and Sam Fuentes | 2022 | Netherlands 

Sight | TJ Cuthand | 2021 | Little Pine First Nation, Canada 

Dear Lou Sullivan|  Rhys Ernst | 2014 | USA

Pyramid Revealed by a Sandstorm | Raju Rage | 2017 | UK 

The Gender Song | Evan Ifekoya | 2014 | UK

comme tous les garçons | Morisha Moodley | 2022 | UK

Very Important Trans Artwork | Maz Murray | 2021 | UK 

Biting the Image, Program 

In collaboration with Black Cultural Archives, join us for an evening screening, of

. There will be two screenings of the film on the night with Josh Woolford's performance as the intermission. 

 by Sir Isaac Julien. The film explores homophobia, misogyny and violence within rap and dancehall across music scenes in the UK, US and Jamaica. Featuring interviews with artists themselves and cultural critics as well as music video analysis, the work is a vital intervention in dismantling patriarchy within Blackness.


The film was researched and sourced by Otherness Archive curator Deborah Findlater.

The program is part of Transforming Legacies, a current exhibition being held at Black Cultural Archives, as well as Black British Art curated by Pacheanne Anderson.

Contains scenes that some viewers may find disturbing, viewer discretion is advised

Black Cultural Archives x Otherness Archive 

Invited by INFERNO Rave, Join us for a HOT Erotica Porn Takeover in Cinema 1 @ICA playing from 11pm-4am.


This selection of films is the product of research fueled by horniness: digging through porn archives and trawling the internet for obscure and obscene home movies searching for those films that possess a sense of do-it-yourself smut: cruising, pulling, perving, rough-n-ready, intimate, fucking with your eyes and everything else. This selection is an ode to queer sex, to its forced resourcefulness in needing to carve out moments and spaces for itself to exist, even if only in the shadows.

Shadows | Deborah Sundahl and Nan Kinney | USA | 1985

Bathroom Slut | Lulu Sanchez | USA | 1991

2 or 3 Things I Like About Him | Paul Stümke, Billy Vega | Germany | 2021 

That's So Gay - Erotic Cinema Takeover 

Join us for a celebration of the opening of the Trans Masc Moving Image Exhibit inspired by Otherness Archive’s first trans masc film program ‘the forgotten archives of the trans masc experience’.

A THREE DAY *TRANS MASC MOVING IMAGE EXHIBIT; A WIDE RANGE OF WORK FOCUSING ON THE NUANCES OF THE TRANS MASC EXPERIENCE.


A selection of moving image work from both international and national filmmakers and artists who submitted to our open call as well as films found by our researchers. The intention of this archival project and exhibit is to create potential ideas and thoughts on what a trans masc archive could look like. Additionally, to document the process of constructing an archive, rebuilding an archive, assembling an archive and how it can act as a no cost living resource for our community.

Researchers: Romeo Roxman Gatt, Yaz Metcalfe, Sweatmother 

Friday October 14th: Opening Day and Launch Party

Join us for a celebration of the opening of the Trans Masc Moving Image Exhibit and receive an original poster by Opashona Ghosh inspired by Otherness Archive’s first trans masc film program ‘the forgotten archives of the trans masc experience’.

Featuring Artist talks byE-J Scott (Museum of Transology) Max Disgrace, Sweatmother and Jetsün Shenkyong-Ma with writings by D MORTIMER, Izzy Kroses, Pacheanne Anderson and Jaz James.

Ticket includes Full Film Programme (Screening Everyday)

Saturday October 15th: Trans+ On Screen Network Day

Trans+ on Screen takes over Saturday. A space to watch the work and network with other trans+ filmmakers alongside a live Q&A on “what makes a project a trans project?” with Alice Blanc + guest speakers.

Sunday October 16th: Closing Screening - 

Join us for our closing screening of Keyboard Fantasies by Posy Dixon and see the last day of the entire moving image exhibit featuring all of the incredible artists.

they made me believe I was daddy's girl when I was in fact momma's boy | Sol Duarte | Portugal | 2022

Fine I’ll Do It Myself | Claye Bowler | UK | 2020

Smoke Machine, Lion and Jeep | Romeo Roxman Gatt | Malta | 2021

Splitting At The Seams | Robin Rutenberg | Germany | 2019

Compliance | Iona Roisin | Finland | 2020

Being Real By Not Being Real | Fleur Bloemsma | Portugal | 2022

Ripping out the womb and other things | Cole Payce | UK | 2020

Reality Fragment 160921 | Qigemu (April Lin 林森 and Jasmine Lin) | Sweden | 2019

now i close my eyes the world i see is so beautiful | April Lin 林森 | UK  | 2020

The French Boys | Genevieve Kuzak | France | 2021

Trans Entities: The Nasty Love of Papi’ and Wil | Morty Diamond | USA | 2007

Mes Chéris | Ethan Folk, Ty Wardwell, Jamal Phoenix | Germany | 2020

Transmasc Bro Fourgy | Jamal Phoenix, Stevie Trixx, Apollo Moon, Austin Spears | USA | 2022

His Favourite Tboy | Jamal Phoenix, Ramsès Troie | France | 2021

Transmasculine Desires: A Moving Image Exhibit 

Curator May Ziadé presents a screening of short films centred around Otherness in Other Worlds on behalf of Otherness Archive.

Whether on the star and moon, or within dream-like realms of inner projections, all these films are centered around Otherness in Other Worlds. At the crossroad between fantasy and reality, the events and situations depicted on screen shine a light on the Other's relationship to the world we all tangibly inhabit - and projects us into one where we don't. The OtherWorlds are neither utopias or dystopias - but all function as a reminder that the line between hope and despair is fine.

The Blue Star | Valentin Noujaïm | 2020 | Lebanon, France, Qatar

Moonscape | Mona Benyamin | 2020 | Palestine 

Scenes I Imagine | Metin Akdemir | 2020 | Turkey

Running time: 101′ (1 hour and 41 minutes)

Otherness in Other Worlds, Program 

London born and based artist Deborah Findlater presents a screening of Isaac Julien’s 1994 documentary 

 The film explores homophobia, misogyny and violence within rap and dancehall across music scenes in the UK, US and Jamaica. Featuring interviews with artists themselves and cultural critics as well as music video analysis, the work is a vital intervention in dismantling patriarchy within Blackness.


Following the film there will be an intergenerational conversation with Chloe Filani discussing how issues it raises persist today and what, if any, changes have occurred.

The Darker Side of Black l Isaac Julien l 1993 l United Kingdom 

The Darker Side of Black Screening 

A month-long screening of a selection of work from both international and national filmmakers and artists who submitted to Otherness Archive's open call, as well as films found by our researchers. The wide range of work focuses on the nuances of the trans masc experience.

The project - the forgotten archives of the trans masc experience - refers to how the practice of archiving trans masculine lives has been forgotten. The intention of this archival project is to create potential ideas and thoughts on what a trans masc archive could look like. Additionally, to document the process of constructing an archive, rebuilding an archive, assembling an archive - and how it could reflect both the absence and the presence of a "forgotten archive". The intention is to not talk about the films as "forgotten work": rather, its focus is about the practice of archiving, how we see work and how we understand research.

Researchers: Romeo Roxman Gatt, Yaz Metcalfe, Sweat

Very Important Trans Artwork | Maz Murray | UK 2021 | 8 min

Godasses - Part III: Jamal Phoenix | Emre Busse | Germany | 2022 | 8 min

Audreys Beard | Alec Butler | USA | 2002 | 2 mins

Passing | J. Mitchel Reed & Lucah Rosenberg Lee | 2015 | USA | 22 min


Otherness Archive Preview 

Otherness Archive joins Glastonbury in Shangri-La* from June 22-26th 2022 to preview some of the submissions from the trans masc moving image call out. 

This selection of work is from both international and national filmmakers and artists who submitted to our open call. The preview of work focuses on movement, music, and vibrancy.

While in a physical space around the installation, Otherness Archive talks about archive building and will hold an open conversation on how to reimagine outdated archival structures and their access.

Hot Goy Summer | Lori Lo Bianco | UK | 2019

ID Copy | Candela Cienfuegos | Spain | 2020

Volana’s Eclipse | SJ Rahatoka | France | 2022

Double Denim Blues | Lana Zilla | Australia | 2021

Ife | H. Lenn Keller | United States | 1993

i might go and throw my phone into the lake, yeah | Lucia Vives
and Sam Fuentes | 2022

*A special thank you to The Chateau, London Trans+ Pride and Shangri La team for helping us build our installation and showcase our journey.

Otherness Archive Installation x Shangri La Glastonbury 

Otherness Archive guest curated this program for London Short Film Festival 2022 at the invitation of 

. It focused on how the practice of archiving trans masculine lives has been forgotten. The intention of the program hopefully generated ideas and thoughts on what a trans masc archive could look like. Accompanying the program were films featured below and words of lived experiences by Erik Shen and Ren Mars. 

The Man From Venus | James Diamond | 3' | 1999 | Canada

Mirror, Mirror | Paula Levine | 3' | 1987 | USA

What Makes A Man? | Chella Man & Andre | 1' | 2021 | Portugal

Boys in the Backyard | Annette Kennerley | 1998 | United Kingdom

​Intermission with words by Erik Shen and Ren Mars

Fly Hole | Malic Amalya | 6' | 2018 | USA

Mes Chéris | Jamal Phoenix | 13' | 2020 | Germany

forgotten archives of the trans masc experience: remembering the program 

(1983) by Antonio Gliménez Rio. Filmed only three years after homosexual intercourse was legalized in Spain and as reports of Spain's first HIV cases were emerging, this cult film is an invaluable document of trans survival and its entanglements with sex work, burlesque, family, religion and state. Its lessons are pertinent now as the day it was made. 

This event will shine a light on the historical context of the invaluable documentary 

and highlight the importance of the work that goes into preserving and archiving trans histories.

The subtitling and translation of this film was commissioned by Otherness Archive and the first English translation of its kind, by Ailo Ribas and Sara Yaoska Herrera Dixon.

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